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Well its time to say good bye...I came to eston to hang out with friends, pore some coffee and play some rec hockey...and that is basically what I did. I lived life how I enjoy living life. Went out for coffee alot with friends (its what I do). I find it bitter sweet, I made some rad friends, and I won't see many of these friends ever again and that is sad... There are some kind people who come into harley's as well, quite honestly most of them are great. This lady I work with named Jackie is one of the kindest people I ever met...A heart of gold...I promised her I would send her a post card or two on my travels...I sure hope I remember.

So in about 5 days I am entering the land of who knows...Who knows where I will sleep every night? Who knows who I will meet? Who knows? Who knows? Who knows? Thats I think what I want from this trip. I need to rely on God with my whole self. I want to pray every day for the Lord to put people in sheldon and I's path.... I want him to supply my needs! I need to get closer to God. I want to understand who he is more... I want to understand with more clarity what is important in life...and I want to be forever changed... wrecked... shattered... I want to look at life differently...I want to look at life more like Christ! I want christ to be my everything.

I ask my self "revolution what?" what am I living for? Brand my heart christ! Burn my skin so I am never the same. I feel like christ has already done this to me...however I also feel like he wants it to be deeper.

Please pray for me...I am scared...Pray that christ supplies my needs... hears my cryes...and is at the centre...every moment of this journey....see ya later